TESTIMONY TEA TIME!

My life felt like it was totally crumbling, in a HURRRRRRRRAAAAAAYYYY!

I had no idea what i was doing, i broke up with my boyfriend; slept with his best friend, i was convinced he was my twin flame. the way i felt for him, i had never experienced in my life. the feelings i felt to my core were intense to say the least. i never looked at him in anyway, until that day it clicked.

it ended, before it even began. i was left heart broken. destroyed from the inside out. he made it clear after the one and only encounter we had, was magical for me at least. the eye contact was, chefs kisssssss!! but, he ghosted and hasn't spoke to me since.

fast forward 2ish months, i was in a court room with my 3 year old. i was losing my home, i had been a stay at home mom for 2 and half years at that point, our property management company wanted possession of the home; i couldn't blame them, we lived there for 4 years. they had taken us to court for being behind on rent. by the grace of god we did always come up with the money. but this time, there was no way. the judge stated that he would not give them possession if we paid what was owed. at the time of the filing of eviction paper work we were only behind 1 month; by the court date it was 2.

{i guess i need to share why i keep saying we. we as in me and my ex; he was no longer living there but came up with an agreement with me so i couldn't file child support against him, claiming it would mess with his CDL license. which made no sense to me. he said he would pay the rent, and give me money weekly until i could find a job to support myself and three chicklets <3 he wasn't able to hold his end of the bargain, thats why we were taken to court. but he didn't show up. he already had a place to call home. he got his grandmothers trailer.}

3180.00 was due in ten days, in order for us to be able to stay. there was no way, most the other times we were taken, it was my ex dad or grandmother loaning the money to him for us not to lose our home. they hated me at this time, after the break up i made my truth post on fb, they were shown a screen shot of it and was not happy. they dont like what i said about them, or they dont like that i put it out there for others to see, since their name in my town is pretty well known,

the next two days, i sat in my basement away from my chicklets; bawling my eyes out. i had no idea what to do, i had just cut out all of my family, due to their toxic behaviors that i was no longer willing to allow effect my children or i any longer. they didn't make much of an effort towards my children from the beginning, it was more so trying to destroy me. ----thats a WHOLE other testimony!!

a friend of mine had made a post on our community fb page, didn't tell me about it, until after people started commenting on it. she didn't our names in the post, just our situation. there was a man that commented stating hes a single man with a 13 yo son, with a 4 bedroom home; 2 bed rooms vacant. my friend said she drilled him with questions and even reached out to friends on his fb list seeing what kind of person he is.

in those two days i spent in the basement crying, i prayed for god to send me a miracle, send me help on what to do, where to turn to. so when hearing about this post, yea at first i was like why didn't you talk to me before making that post, but to grateful she did, bc some was willing to help. i chatted with this man for awhile, agreed to meet him and his son, then chickened out, explained to him that i have no idea what im doing, this sounds crazy to move in with a complete stranger. thats when i thought about my prayer, i thought this was god, directing this man to that post and guiding him to help.

god sure does work in mysterious ways. -----this isn't the end but this is my testimony for this time. there is way more to this story. but this is when god answered my prays

Allie buggggg- i hope im spelling it right. it may be a y at the end and im sorry if i had gotten it wrong, a time or a thousand, LOL

You my lady, are a walking angel. i love everything about you, even down to when you cry on live and try and hide your face, you dont need to do that doll face, youre beautiful no matter what your doing. it takes major kahumas to do what you do my love, i inspire to do what you do, in time i guess. ill get over that stage fright. THANK YOUUUUUU BOOOOSKIIIII, for being you and is willing to help everyone and anyone that is willing to accept it. you my friend- are going places. the sky isn't the limit, bc youve already passed that! <3<3<3 love you my friend :)