TESTIMONY TEA TIME!

Testimony Tea-Today

I’ve been struggling to get my first tea time out because I have so many things to say and I need some organization to it. 

I’m starting this today to express some of the synchronicity I’ve been compressing while trying to feel safe floating down the rapids. I guess I’m going to paint you a story and we will see how it goes together. 

I feel like I’m crafting my first “real” collective message without limiting myself from chains I still feel I hold in other rooms. It’s been through the empowerment of those around me who see me deeper than myself reminding me who I am, sometimes by reminding me who I’m not… that’s something that resonates deeply with being alive today 3/20/2026 at 2:44pm just as I’m reminded by spirit thro Ally when she asked at 2:34 for my address to return on my investments, my leaps, and my faiths(bird chirping has been a sign for so long even before a spirituality because ecological science showed that when you hear birds you are safe it’s when they suddenly stop you know something is present and to be aware)

10:55(public: change)was the time during the live today when I made the decision to write this. 11:01 was a confirmation in the chat so I wrote that down along with 13 88 262 58 85(ironically on my notes it’s 58 85; yet as I’m typing this it separated them and mirrored back from a distance 85___58) 

The main topics (as the fridge water screams at me…hydrate?…. No, ah I’m supposed to acknowledge the things I’ve put on the fridge as visible reminders and/or confirmations-Romans12:9, Proverbs18:24) Shoes and cars… well (Ope there’s another glimmer of my purpose because I’m being obedient and open to remain in flow-Transportation… Distance….Evolution…. It’s almost a comparison of the first and the current, shoes must have been created to keep the feet safe during travel or rituals and are decorative in its own culture/creative processes) We as a whole are experiencing ancestorial/universal/cosmic/generational shift on almost all if not every dimension that can exist- morals and boundaries are the current phase of awareness and accountability as well as judgement and perception followed by confidence and trust. 

I think that when Ally/Brain Radio first came into my life I was just finally starting to make enough money and have the clarity to what the point of anything even was and how could I protect my son from everything I was ignorant to before I realized how asleep the world around me was. I thought I was the problem, the idiot who didn’t know anything and all of the adults are looking down on me because I should know how to do anything or figure it out. I used to think it was one of my gifts, being adaptable and selfless for the good of all and harm to none (well maybe myself because better to be me hurt than anyone else) maybe that’s the martyr mentality I held onto and am closing out because I’m terrified of sitting in the victim seat…. I don’t want to be a victim I never wanted to be.. I never will be… but I was.. I can’t decide on who to blame because I refuse to blame for any of it. It doesn’t matter how it happened it happened.. it’s how it continues to happen that’s where boundaries and morals come back in… we blame and shame and don’t explain then wonder why we still feel guilty seeing it happen everywhere all at once all the time…. Then 3:06 when I thought reflect? Looking for confirmation the 6 to me is reflection(rabbit hole of life reasons not common reasons) and the 3 meaning support… going back to 10:55 when I started (police sirens- my body wants to panic- the redirection would be its protection) that is something I dont know how long will take me to truly work out of my body given how I’ve been treated in the past 7 yrs. 

The reason I felt confirmation to write this is because upon living in my purpose as much as humanly possible I find confirmations that we are all supported and protected we only get scared because god gets jealous of our independence and ability to physically hold eachother and wants to be the one you come to and boy does that hug from the ether just make it all worth it each time. The shoe that I found when I opened my door knowing I was doing God/Spirits work was a kids dark grey slip on van with dinosaur skeletons on it. It was under the tree, I literally told them I park by the curb all the time it’s just one of my things and I opened the door and right there was that shoe and I even said “awww a shoooeee” and thought about it several times after that. Forgot about it until Ally mentioned shoes in live today and here we are Part 1 to however many.

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