TESTIMONY TEA TIME!

so I was with this guy for almost 4 years. He was kinda narcissistic, very controlling, and I ended up feeling stuck. It was a long, complicated relationship that God eventually pulled me out of when I called on Him and asked for help. I was left with really bad depression, and anxiety. God blessed me with friends, and being close to family after. I did the inside work of healing, and unlearning trauma response behaviors. God led me to start talking to this man, and he is WONDERFUL!! God sure does know how to work! However, at some point I felt the need to reach out to my ex. My feet were moving before I could think about what I was doing. Since then, I’ve found out life has been terrible for him since I left and he says he understands how special I was (the normal talk when someone loses something they think was great.) I wanted to be at least a friend to my ex because life got so rough for him, but I believe the Lord gave me clarity on the situation earlier. I know this all ties into not just my own personal testimony I’ve been writing down, but also one of the best love stories Gods written for me. I know in one of your videos you said narcissists need someone to worship them for it to work, and that stuck with me. 

I just had no idea where else to send this, and I’m hoping in the future I can add onto this with the full, complete testimony.